Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-10-22i have some issues with my past self but she was young and i forgive her. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/22582723_225408547995291_6639765280631291904_n.jpg2017-10-22
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-10-14It seems that every time I have lost myself I end up coming back with more of myself than before. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/22427215_1956381091272103_735392727146954752_n.jpg2017-10-14
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-10-04'Don't beg for sympathy from a cruel world, rise and resist.' Soa'afat, Jerusalem. شعفاط، القدس https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/22158712_353173658440738_563047638157492224_n.jpg2017-10-04
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-09-24the universe took its time on you
crafted you precisely
so you could offer the world
something distinct from everyone else
so when you doubt
how you were created
you doubt an energy greater than us both. ~rupi kaur. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21984729_130991717632959_6749561141686435840_n.jpg2017-09-24
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-09-23i wanted to cry so badly but then i remembered emotion is a concept and our feelings are insignificant considering how fucking massive the universe is. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21879767_876031075912975_8068970903129554944_n.jpg2017-09-23
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-09-18"and if i asked you to name all the things that you love,
how long would it take for you to name yourself?" https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21690589_357418308035029_4235870607591342080_n.jpg2017-09-18
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-09-15when the night falls, my father works a second shift so that i may dream. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/p640x640/21690701_349332568813105_4284998706970755072_n.jpg2017-09-15
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-09-11●Bisexuality is not a phase. ●Feminism is not about being better than men.
●Rape is not enjoyable. ●Sexuality is not a choice. ●Anxiety is not "cute".
●Eating disorders are not a body type. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21576674_1584043914949120_1681093857996963840_n.jpg2017-09-11
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-09-08"I didn't want to belong to anyone. I already belonged deeply to myself. "My love", he told me, "I realized long ago how I wanted you, but I know now that you belong to the world, you're not for one man to keep." "You're wrong", I said. "I don't belong to this world nor to this century. I am not one from this place." He was a good man, I felt it; I felt how the dullness of his life was tearing my soul into pieces. A few times I tried to explain myself to him, to teach him of my soul, and of my life, but if anything, it only confused him more.
He admired me when we were younger, and I think a part of him was always in love with me, but I could see the fear in his frightened eyes when he looked at me.
There are many types of fear in this world, but this type of fear only exists in the eyes of man: The fear of losing grip of a wild woman, the constant chaos of being in love with the Sky.
No, I was never one to keep, and sometimes it felt like I was only wanted for that very reason - that I was always beautifully out of reach. Men want the Moon, don't they? "I am not the Moon", I told him.
Oh, I have tried to fully love a man, and I have tried it over and over. Always to find that I am not like other women. My heart beats too fast for any man to follow.
I am not the Moon. I am the sky." ~ Ma' Ravn. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/p640x640/21435381_1928336247429943_897431638382739456_n.jpg2017-09-08
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-09-04i hope to arrive to my death,
and a little drunk. ~atticus. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21372415_1373731326081050_8994565552605233152_n.jpg2017-09-04
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-31"I'm not a man, not a poet, not a leaf, only a wounded pulse that probes the things of the other side." ~ Federico García Lorca https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21149093_1484734878282358_6935734985986932736_n.jpg2017-08-31
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-29I don't wait.
I won't ask you.
I can't tell you.
I am crying hard.
There was blood.
No one told me.
No one knew.
My mother knows.
I forgot your name. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21149325_851571361659109_8140586231500111872_n.jpg2017-08-29
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-27"One should always be drunk. That's all that matters; that's our one imperative need. So as not to feel Time's horrible burden that breaks your shoulders and bows you down, you must get drunk without ceasing. But what with? With wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you choose. But get drunk." ~ Charles Baudelaire. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21042613_1317352465029693_5150763607314661376_n.jpg2017-08-27
Let's put this shit to bed right now:
Women don't lose their minds when they have period-related irritability. It doesn't lower their ability to reason, it lowers their patience and, hence, tolerance for bullshit. If an issue comes up a lot during "that time of the month," that doesn't mean she only cares about it once a month. It means she's bothered by it all the time and lacks the capacity, once a month, to shove it down and bury it beneath six gulps of willful silence." https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21041900_113519832680184_4609357686591455232_n.jpg2017-08-26
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-25"Whenever there's an argument between my mind and my heart, i have to go with my gut.
My mind is crazy and my heart is an emotional mess." ~ Mr. Pete https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/p640x640/21107521_338274413296192_2894379916768313344_n.jpg2017-08-25
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-21"do you ever wonder how many people's dreams you have been in?"
●recommended song: skipping stones. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/21041365_122253985092341_5167093206118039552_n.jpg2017-08-21
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-20i want female villains whose back story don't revolve around men breaking their hearts or wanting to be more beautiful than another girl.
i want female villains who are evil just for the fun of it and i want female villains with tragic back stories that don't revolve around men. and i want female villains with back stories and motives just as diverse and complex as male villains.
im so sick of female villains who are only motivated by men and girlhate. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/20902386_113941309299495_5328065187347955712_n.jpg2017-08-20
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-11The universe does this thing - where it aligns you with people, things, and situations that match the energy you put out. The more you improve yourself and raise your vibration, the more you will see things that are beneficial for your well-being. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/20759868_1483694785028205_6259234081603584000_n.jpg2017-08-11
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-07her: "so, what are we?" .
me: "we are God divided in itself to know itself experientially what it knew conceptually, in this realm of physicality and experience the full glory of who we truly are." https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/20634028_367978356953353_4491994737405853696_n.jpg2017-08-07
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-06When I look beyond the mind, I see the witness. Beyond the witness there is infinite Intensity of emptiness and silence. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/20633722_107829236591083_3358003185192009728_n.jpg2017-08-06
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-08-02i am a delicate flower. a fucked up, needy, horny, delicate little flower. 🌸 https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/20582965_458732407844725_8119383429658705920_n.jpg2017-08-02
Rayan🌌Rayan🌌2017-07-29i am obsessed with becoming a woman who is comfortable in her own skin. https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/t51.2885-15/e35/20482408_1811704282474591_8221253130432544768_n.jpg2017-07-29